Why did you apply to medical school? While I’m 100% certain that not everyone did it for humanistic reasons, my experience with my fellow classmates suggests that the majority of people did. Most people enter into medicine with lofty ideals about wanting to help people, giving back to the world, doing their part, caring for others at their time of greatest need, etc. And that is the way it should be! Considering medicine is about treating PEOPLE, it would make sense that you would want to recruit future doctors who are humanistic. Except that saying it out loud or on paper sounds trite – in fact so much so that I was advised repeatedly NOT to write about humanism in my application to medical school. Looking back I regret NOT writing about humanism.
Year two is getting heavy. This past week consisted of lectures, labs, a simulation, a wedding in Nashville, and finally an exam yesterday. This next week holds even more: three meetings, many lectures, two labs, another exam, Osteoblast (event to introduce all of the first years to the various clubs on campus), our first PM&R club meeting, and a practical exam. The following week looks about the same. And I assume all the rest after that – until Christmas.
Some of the pictures I took for Instagram last week:
My first year of medical school is officially in the books and I must say that I’m glad to move on. First year was definitely challenging in many ways, but it also made me stronger – very much a ‘trial by fire’ sort of affair. At times (many times) it seemed like I made a terrible decision to go to medical school, but after a refreshing summer break and beginning second year (which is MUCH better, so far) I can say it’s worth it in the end. Although I have repressed much of my first year experiences, I am going to summarize the good times and the other times from the first year of med school:
Sorry, everyone for the blogging blackout – I suffered from post first-year fatigue syndrome and had to let the swelling in my brain go down… And of course I had to soak up my LAST SUMMER EVER. But my new (lofty) goal is to post something every single week, so you all get a sense of what med school life is all about – plus some of my personal rants, of course. So watch out for my posts EVERY Monday! – AND CHECK MY TWITTER/INSTAGRAM! —–>>>
Q: Ryan, I heard you wanted to soak up your last summer ever. What did you do for your last summer break ever?
A: Well, I suppose I could have gone on a cruise, or hiked the Appalachian Trail, or visited Iceland? I really should have gone on a road trip, or backpacked Europe, or at least gone to Dollywood 🙂 …. but instead I stayed at school and researched lipid metabolism. But it was actually pretty cool! And sometimes is was even fun!
Here are some pictures of the lab I was working in this summer at DCOM:
Andrew Taylor Still MD, DO, the founder of osteopathic medicine, started a new model for treating patients after years as a practicing MD physician. He was driven to start a new model for medicine in the United States due to the rampant over-use of drugs like heroin and cocaine for the treatment of so many common ailments in the 1800’s. He was seeing so many people harmed (often permanently) by these chemical interventions that he strived to develop a more conservative model of healthcare delivery based on promoting homeostasis, supporting the body’s natural disease fighting abilities (immune system), and optimizing the structure-function relationship (anatomy) that underlies all of life. He had such positive results that he continued to develop his methods and started his own medical school where he taught these principles as an effective way to approach the treatment of disease. This conservative medical treatment method caught on and quickly grew into the second largest form of medicine in the US. However, it wasn’t until the US military started accepting DOs as military physicians did osteopathy become so integrated into US healthcare that MDs and DOs are nearly indistinguishable today.
Things are beginning to come together.
Before I started medical school, I had a pretty strong interest in a specialty called physical medicine and rehabilitation (PM&R). However, as any physician can tell you, everything can change when you’re in your third and fourth year working in the hospitals and experiencing all of the great medical specialties. One of them may just jump out and grab you, and who knows what specialty you’ll end up going into? At this stage of the game, however, I am really excited about PM&R and it seems like maybe the universe wants me to be a PM&R doctor too because, as I said, things are coming together.
One month ago I was just plodding along as a first year medical student, nothing of note to report. Now, I am sitting here as the new president of the PM&R club at LMU-DCOM, the co-chair for the national student council executive committee for the national osteopathic PM&R organization (AOCPMR), and fresh off a week-long shadow experience with a PM&R doctor at Vanderbilt’s new PM&R department. Some things are just meant to be!
During my first semester of medical school I transformed from eager, excited, enthusiastic, medical student into – by the start of my second semester – a cynical, removed, studying machine. My desires, dreams, and ideals were extracted from me and replaced by darker, more practical concerns like grades, grades…. and grades. I study so that I can make good grades and have a future that includes the next semester of medical school. More and more I find that I no longer study because I am fascinated by human physiology: the wonderful, self-sustaining system that is the body, and am hardly inspired by the notion of one day being able treat disease, remove pain, or fend off death. Continue reading